ah well

ended a sour relationship today and feels like a free man..... and i has a new baby nephew to kick about soon =)

end of alot of things

today marks the end of UT, sem 1 and another relationship....

self destruct mode == 1

quarrel with my gf till like 6am this morn because she thinks i care about my sister more then her. DUH MY SISTER U CRAZY CHINK + SHES PREGNANT... and to think we just patched like 2 weeks ago wad the fuck is wrong with this picture.... This relationship is headed nowhere..

Anyhow i am getting a baby nephew soon which means I HAS SOME ONE TO KICK AROUND FOR THE NEXT 10-20 YEARS OR SO =D... STRESS BALL!!!111oneoneone..............

DEATH AND DESTRUCTION

Self destructed this morn woke up at 7am and got ready to go sch when i opened LEO i realized it was week 16 LOLOLOLOL....... Went to school anyway to meet up with jezz and ah boon to study for tml network infra UT. Hope network infra can get GPA 4 then nxt sem dun nd take another module cos of chan kai hong.... FUCK YOU CHAN KAI HONG

$_$

After school today i went to the bus interchange and i saw the epicly long queue for 161 just when i was going to join the queue my boss called me and called me to go take over some newbie cos he had diarrhea which means no shoving of toxic waste down my sis throat and feeling guilty after that $_$.. UT3 is coming and i havent studied a single shit and worst of all UT's happening at 830 in the morning wad the fuck i have to wake up at 6am just to go school for UT.... Worse of all i saw chan kai hong on the way home from work today at AMK and i felt like smacking the shit out of him when he asked me why i didnt go class on friday.

wheeeeee

weekends = $$ but this week no job cos all my bosses decided to go on holiday to bintan @_@.... closed my citibank account and opened a UOB account cos UOB has better card benefits...... slacking at home like nobody's business dying my own hair nw. Gotta head over to sis's place tml morn to force strange herbal soup with red dates that gives off a peculiar smell and tastes bitter and REALLY REALLY SPICY cos of little pepper balls. Luckily my sis lives 2 blocks away so i can go over to her place and get away from the smell. Well wed is the day where we find out if my sis has twins and if he/she/them is a boy or a girl... my sis hopes its a girl so she can have a cute little angel (my sis is a demon spawn from hell when she was a kid) while my parents well they want a baby boy(parents will be parents)..... for me either one is fine a boy would mean i have someone to kick around for a while and a girl well i will think of something later...

=D

Finally got strike off something from my long to do list. Sort my shit out with my parents ytd. And heck my sister is pregnant 3 months (grats) and my mum cooks funny stuff for her like papaya beef soup and i was like WTF? How the hell do u cook papaya with beef in soup????!!!!! Anyhow my sis is crazy she is pregnant and she refuses to eat i had to literally shove food down her throat because bro in law is off in reservist training... Heading over there now to bring her some black chicken soup in some strange herb thingy my mum cooked for her it smells disgusting. Imagine you come home to a house smelling like poison after a nice dinner. And the dam soup thing is supposed to be her breakfast(how the hell do u eat stuff that smells like toxic waste for breakfast). If my wife gets pregnant i am never telling my mother until the baby is born.

dinnar wib parents

well going out for dinner with my parents in a bid to set my shit straight since i havent talked to them properly in years ever since i was sec 3..... hope this goes well then i can focus on other stuff

disfuntional family

Well parents returned... The house is once again messy as hell.. well it was never clean when my mum is around she has to much stuff... I wake up go to the kitchen see my mum we dont talk not even a hi or good morning... I walk to the living room see my dad walk past him to the balcony get my clothes and walk back to my room without a squeak.... I had no idea when was the lasttime i actually sat down and talked to them but i guess its time i set my shit straight.

A couple of girls at my workplace have asked me how do i always manage to fire a revolver 6 times in succession and yet still be able to hit my targets with accuracy because they want to pass the next firearms proficiency. I used to have this problem myself back in NCC when i was in secondary school i couldn't fire multiple shots in succession and still have accuracy until i came up with this.

To do this you need to be able to control your breathing and hold your breath. In a regular shooting style that is widely taught it is said to shoot one bullet per breath for accuracy. But that constitutes to waste of time and in real life if you are going up against 1 on 1 and you miss you die. And we know that revolver iron sights suck as hell

Heres my technique
Stuff u need to know
1. How to control your breathing (god dam if you dont know)
2. Learn how to take deep breaths (do some swimming)
3. Have enough muscle on the back of your wrists to withstand recoil(a must)
4. Get over the fear of muzzle flash and sound when the bullet fires
5. PS2 with a gun game and a gun that has a sliding handle when you shoot and has a training mode where you can see where your bullets land.(optional but good to have)

Here is my technique (first time users)
On the range you have about 1 minute to shoot of 6 rounds
1. First 10-20 seconds you have to pace your breathing to match your heart rate
2. Take a deep breath and fire off 3 bullets
3. Breath out
4. Take another deep breath and fire off another 3 bullets
this should take up one minute

For more advanced users you can fire off all 6 rounds with 1 breath no problem but you can only do this twice or thrice in succession at best with accuracy.

However this technique has a drawback because you hold your breath and shoot multiple rounds in succession, you have a problem whereby the oxygen level in your blood decreases and thus would make your heart pump faster and cause adrenaline to pump into your veins making your hand unsteady which would mean that your accuracy is decreased. I have tried and tested that on my own using my PS2 and this actually happened. Another drawback of this technique is its not really suited for girls as they generally aren't able to control recoil as well as guys due to body weight and lack of muscle at the back of the wrist. If you cant control the recoil and your gun shifts to high up you lose accuracy over time when you hold your breath as you need to spend time to readjust the gun back to firing position.

A few things to take note this technique is not for everyone because everyone has their own style but if you do need more help on how i do this you can ask me. Also the reason why i suggested to have a gun for the ps2 with a sliding handle is that even though the sliding handle doesn't actually portrays the actual recoil it is at least something to practice with. Last for the love of god please do not use this technique on computer games it doesn't work that way.

somebody once asked me what is your greatest fear..... my answer: when i fight to protect what i love i fear that when i return they will not be there anymore

bday tml and i just know my friends are going to make me do stupid shit during the dinner at glass house... god dam i am going to kill those guys